Chapter-8 Broken(part1)

Present day(5/12/11)

“Tum ho to gata hai dil

Tum nahi to geet kaha

Tum ho to sab hasil

Tum nahi to kya hai yaha

            ..................””

This song was ringing in heart all the time, was so missing her and was so dying to call her but my hand couldn’t press the green button on my phone against he No. She didn’t wanted to talk to me, I called her a hundred times asked what was my mistake, said sorry to her a thousand times without even knowing my mistake, I missed her more than anything in this world but she acted as if she doesn’t even know me and care that she was my best…….

Al l these things ran through my mind all the time when my heart forced me to call her once again but  the mind which is assumed to be the greatest thing in this world asked fuck the thing and don’t try to think about her she has hurt you more than any one in this world, but as you know engineers are very bad at tries so this war between  mind and heart continued for days and with passing days MIND was getting stronger and real Harsh, my pure heart was loosing.

FLASHBACK

(10 months back)

It was placement season, and I have decided not to think about girl (any of the four), but Malini was now a best friend and a girlfriend to me, thanks to the social networking chat, I have already got a placement and so does all the Onsters, a term coined by Kansal for our group of 5-Divyam,Choudhary,Jaiswal,Kansal and myself, he was a philosopher and in one of his heated discussions with Choudhary at khokha the term came into existence, and so we decided to go on vacation to Goa in  the coming mid-semester break around Holi. The weather at that time was not the best to visit Goa, but since it was Onsters everything had to be fun. Prateek my long time room mate also accompanied us, he was the sweetest guy on the college and for that he got an award of being considered as the brother of all the girls on the campus including Riya whom he secretly liked. Riya was one of those girls who were considered “hot or sexy”, as they say in an engineering college(andho me kana raja types),but yes she was cool, and the best thing was this time me and Choudhary couldn’t fight upon this girl as she was already then hooked up with our sweet little Divyam, I don’t know what she saw in him(the weakest boy of college,physically),but yes she was our “Bhabhi Maa” now. Good for Divyam good for me and Choudhary, indifferent for Kansal and bad really bad for Jaiswal, he didn’t liked his best friends to have girlfriends. Anyways the Goa trip started and we all six decided not to discuss about any girl throughout the trip with a little liberal rules for Divyam. We have booked non-AC train for Goa, all thanks to Kansal to save money, and for that he had to listen to million gaalis from all. We hired 3 bikes on the very first day after reaching to our 4-star kind of accommodation booked by Choudhry through his Nanaji who was in Agricultural department. Our first destination was Dauna Paula with six Kingfisher Drought cans, beer and Malya is the only thing you hear and feel in Goa, not restriction to drink on road, drink in the showrooms where u see foreigners coming in there minimum bikinis causing some poke in your pants. The bare white breasts, and not in countable No.’s , you are offered to see there can do anything. The kind of openness you feel in Goa, you would wish to live there your whole life doing even the rare jobs to earn your living. We have hired a scooty, one avenger, and one apache, so it was but obvious for me and Choudhry to fight over riding the Bajaj Avenger,  and likewise in the coming days I(we) had the greatest time of my life there, with all the fun including the city bus ride, para-sailing, Kansal going all out after four beers and then disturbing a foreigner in bikini (that was the day, a real fun), Divyam meeting with an accident and unfortunately he being alright and bike gone out, for which we all had to increase our trip expense by Rs. 150, Choudhry as usual going emotional actually over emotional and doing all kind of his stuff, but in this trip unfortunately he was the target, every leg pulling was against him, and Jaiswal in his usualness acting as UNITED NATIONS for all. We enjoyed the Dil Chahta Hai style. Our return was from Mumbai by an AC train, so we also had the chance to see the film stars bungalows

. The next very day of our return was scheduled as ALSTOM recruitment process. Me and Jaiswal had enrolled for the recruitment process, written and GD was not at all a problem for me but the Interview round was a biggie for me, and after a lavishing vacation it was really too tough, but luckily I got through and now I had two jobs, the next very day Jaiswal got Schneider, it was a party time we all Onsters have got 2 jobs except Divyam who didn’t sit for second as he was satisfied and Choudhry whose single job in NTPC of  9.8 lacs package(just IMAGINE 99999…..8888) as good as double, we partied and we partied hard in the coming days, every night was spent in booze and every day was spend with girls, actually it should be the other way round but nevertheless we all had girls till then, Choudhry used to hang out with a fat infamous girl of the college named Anamika, Divyam was with bhabhi maa, Kansal has a whole bunch of girls, not that he was too smart, but he has a car, Jaiswal had no interest in girls, not that he was a gay but he was what he was, so he many a times felt alone and had to fight for his time with Divyam and me, and I used to hang out with my new girlfriend Malini. Malini was really the sweetest girl on this earth you could ever meet, and all the Onsters agreed upon this and that is what mattered to me, she had got a placement in a company that would pay her more than me. Malini was not in the list of college’s sexiest but surely she was sweet. So we had jobs, we had girls, it seemed that our world was perfect, we were on the verge of ending our college lives, which is almost the saddest thing in anyone’s life, so we wanted to live to each moment of the countdown. The only good news from these parting days was that Roma got through off campus in Alstom, and that means I was not alone after college, there was surely someone to care for me after college. It was really a big thing for me, yet Onsters were not with me after college nor Miss Malini, but a real moral from beginning and a real friend whom I loved and shared everything was with for at least starting years of my carrier, and this thing made me happy. There was a unique thing about Roma, we have rarely hanged out together, we have never been together been on a trip, our groups were different but still we both shared a unique equation of friendship and trust. I could not attend the last teaching day of college popularly known as scribbling day as it was on my grandfather’s barsi. And then we had our last semester exams, the fear of exams had been washed away in four years, so exams were just a regular thing for us and any engineering student, we used to booze, hang out as usual.

There were only few days left to part our ways, Malini used to cry everyday and I used to hug her and explain her that it’s a part of life and all those kinds of stuff, not that I was not emotionally attached to her but boys are boys. Our semester ended on the 7^th of June, but Onsters have decided to leave college on the 10^th to live back all those moments, and to cherish everything we are going to miss in the coming years, to betray time and thinking that it would stop, but time is the most fucking thing in this world, it never stops, it has its own ego which wins over everybody. Malini left on the 7^th and that was the first time ever in my life (when I was in my senses) when I cried, and that made me realized that I was really attached to her, Roma was standing there, she was also crying but started to make fun of me, that being a boy  I started crying. I wanted to kill her, ahhhhh. Roma left the other day, her father came to take her back, she again cried.

And then came the big day when Onsters were parting, Kansal has already left the campus on the 6^th since he had his joining in Maruti Suzuki on 7^th. I had put my aviators on that day not to sb how my tears. But Choudhry, Divyam and Jaiswal were crying, Divyam was going with me in my car. We packed our luggage hugged each other and left to girls hostel to hug Bhabhi Maa and her group. Choudhry gave us some photographs as parting gift, and it was a heart in the mouth in throat in eyes for all four of us and also Bhabhi ma. I can not forget the warmth of the hug with Choudhry and Jaiswal, that warmth would remain with me for the rest of my life, then quietly and crying WE LEFT.

Chapter-7 Grapes should be sour

In between we the group of buddies-me,Divyam,Kansal,Jaiswal and Choudhary planned a new year holiday to Dehradhoon-Mussorie.It was the last semester of college going to start after the holiday.Having assured that my luck was really the baddest in the field of girls I was very much sure not to bring a new girl in my life again,but still from where I don't know the name MALINI stroked my mind .I decided to enjoying like hell every bit of the trip forgetting my past.According to me there are only three categories of beautiful girls-Muslims,Sardarnis and mountain girls(but Malini belongs to none of these groups, proved me wrong,ah forget it).I was going in the land of Queen Of Mountains-Mussorie.So I was sure of a heavenly experience.In the last semester my great loving father had given me Maruti 800 which was otherwise standing like a waste at home.So gone were the days of BULLET which were equally enjoyable.Thus we planned the trip through road in my car. Driving is my passion anyways,so there was not much option left for others.
In the bright light around 2.pm we left the hostel.With a carat(pack of 12)of Kingfisher strong in car we enjoyed a bumpy drive due to very well off roads of Haryana and U.P,to Dehradhoon .Kansal is always good in his bargaining techniques,we took a nice room having two double beds for Rs 1700 a night ,fairly reasonable .For having dinner we went to a restaurant-bar.The next day plans were to go to Mussorie and have some good time there in Winberg Allen,a great school where Jaiswal have studied up to his 8th standard.Enjoying the view of the mountains including both the landscape view and the "beauties" we finally reached our destination 'The Winberg Allen'.After getting the official permissions first from the guard room and then form the  reception we all realized that Jaiswal belongs to a very rich family,the school was very big and every part of it showed it how lavish it was.Then Jaiswal began to tell the great glorious days which he had spent there.
"There we used to see girls of St. Georges,There we used to jump out of the school,there we used have our food,there our seniors used to rag us.........................."and he was going on but I lost my conscience,I recognized someone in white colored salwar suit with a blue cardigan coming towards me.It was the same milky face,same innocence,same smile.The girl came and hugged me,my friends were as shocked as I was.
"It ain't no dream  I wish ",said the so familiar voice for me.
"H_I_M_A_N_I",it was something fuckingly incredible.I was about to fall,before I could reach to my senses I was again taken by the girl in her arms and our bodies were again so hardly pressed with each other.Controlling her emotions due to school premises she got a little shy.I don't know what to say I used to love her but honestly speaking I have forgotten her.I actually have "moved on" in literal meanings.There have been then Namita for quite a time and then obviously my mind was occupied with Malini and all of a sudden there comes my first love Himani.I don't why I was not feeling so happy even seeing that she still has not forgotten me instead she loves me the same as much as she used to love me.I am that bad a person that I am not feeling that happy meeting Himani after such a long time.Talking to her I found that she has completed her B.Sc in diet and now is a dietitian in Winberg Allen.She got along with my friends very well and we had a real fun Mussorie but there was something which was all the time biting me,I really didn't knew what was God trying to say in sending Himani all of a sudden,she obviously was very happy and it was visible on her milky white face which got even much fairer and beautiful seeing me.She looked really beautiful,my friends were getting all envy of me seeing me with her.She told me that her family have fixed her marriage with some MLA's son in Delhi after one year and she could not think of anyone else than me.I assured her that all will settle off well and I will definitely find a solution,which I myself was in a doubt.On the day of our return she kissed me and asked me a promise to do something.I was more than wise to answer in such a situation.We returned back with me being under fire for 'being so lucky' and 'thanks to Jaiswal for bringing us to Mussorie'.
On coming back I chatted with my very own best "girl"-friend Roma about the issue that 'there is a girl which I used to love during my school day,I couldn't get her and then all of a sudden she appeared in my life again',I had also told her about my new liking or crush-Malini.And then she also got little confused,she is very childish to expect a help in  such kind of situations.So I was kinda helpless as Divyam and Chaudhary  gave up too to such a situation.Actually the problem was with me only,I never new what to do exactly,if I see my love graph analytically,I may have loved every girl in my life truly but it was always for a short period although it was due to some unfavorable "grapes are sour" kinda situation but still it was always short lived.It may not have been a surprise to my friends if some day feelings starts building for Roma too,I remember once I said to Chaudhry that I really like Roma when I first saw her but then with gradual passage of time she was a friend,a best friend.So I was a bit scared and confused in what exactly to do now??
"Fuck,it,lets see some porn.",I exclaimed to myself and switched on the laptop on my desk,and as any normal boy of my age and my college would do,I also, instantly opened Facebook.I had a 'Friend Request' pending notification,the name read Tamanna.As again any boy of my age and my college would do,I instantly accepted the friend request without knowing who exactly she was.And then instantly comes a ping from my new friend Tamanna(I couldn't even get enough time to enjoy her sexy profile pic in red top exclaiming 'bebe' on the breasts area,and a blue denim capri,she surely was a Delhite )
"Hieeee,:-p :-p",I was thrilled as well as irritated,thrilled to have a "Hi" with three e's from a sexy girl and irritated to have those two smileys with 'p'.I always get irritated seeing those smileys.
"Hello,do I know you?",I was not showing attitude,I was actually being honest.
"Harsh,you forgot your childhood friends,:-( :-(  ,don't you remeber 4th-A of Guru Harkrishan",I remembered meekly,actually I have changed school two times,so remembering things about my first school was a bit difficult.
"Oh yes yes,Tamanna, you were very sweet,you were always well dressed with a red ribbon on your head,you always scored a rank was between 3rd-4th,your roll No.was 17",first rule to chat with a girl,always make her feel as if she is the queen whether you know her or not,she is sexy then she should be made fell like a queen.
"oh,you remember a lot,but my roll No. was 19 and 17 was yours",she said,I knew 17 was mine,I intentionally spoke that.
"Oh so you remember me as well,I thought girls as sweet and as good as you would always forget me",my mother has definitely given birth to a very intelligent boy,specially in girls case
"Buddhhu,how can I ever forget you,you looked very innocent in those big glider spectacles but you were always there to tease me,once you even embarrassed me in front of whole class by calling me 'moti',you were the one who could even eat maggi scattered in on a dusty ground,you ate chalks,you also did very good art work,you also did a play named 'Main Raja tu Rani',in which you were the Raja,I desperately wanted to play Rani,opposite to you but Neha Maa'm made that behenji Navneet-Rani",hohoho,the girl knows a lot about me,she made me go flashback and I loved it,she even was jealous of my childhood crush Navneet,oh my GOD,but wait a second,wait a second,she called me "buddhhu",the most irritating word a girls says to a boy,but from my experience I have learned that a girl says this big irritating ones to her special ones.No,I am not among her special ones,I mean chatting to friend(now lets call her at least a friend) after about say 15 years and she calls you "buddhu",maa'm I am in NIT Kurukshetra so literally speaking I am not a buddhu,but then before I could defend on more points that I definitely wasn't a "buddhhu",an atom bomb hit my Facebook window.
"You know I had a die hard crush on you during our school days",I wanted to ask her where she is now,what is she doing,and tell mine to make her an impression,but the story was different,I didn't knew how to reply
"OK",I could manage with shivering hands,now what to do should I sign-out,should I flirt with her emotions,should I ......
"my mom is calling me,take me no. its 9896.....,and tell me when you come online tomorrow,please do tell me",thank god she herself said this.
 Now all this sudden chat with an unknown girl,how knows my childhood so well,and her having a die hard crush on me was shocking enough to make me out of my mind for the whole night.
Next day I called on the No. she gave me to check the credibility and to make me feel better.We talked for an hour and she told me about everything we spent at Guru Harkrishan,how she grew a liking for me,she also new that I used to wet my bed  during nights(I don't know how she knew that,was she friend of my mother too).Then we shifted the topic and chit-chat on where she is,where I am now,and all that stuff.In the end she said
"I want to meet you,when are you coming to Delhi",meeting a girl who had a crush on you sometime back would be very exciting.
"yes we would definitely meet,I would tell you when I coming",I told her in a gentleman voice.
"k,bye Buddhhu",she said,ahhh,Now such girlish words irritate me,I would smack a punch if a boy says that to me but only I could say is a "Bye,see you soon".
After talking to my childhood friend I thought of opening my facebook account again,I was thinking of now three girls at a time,
1.Malini,my recent crush which was converting into love.
2.Himani-who wanted me to do something else she would get  married.
3.Tamanna-who had a crush on me 15 years back and still wants to meet me soon.
I wanted to get relaxed so I opened my facebook account but I think GOD has thought otherwise,he had another shock waiting me there.
The first notification in my account read 
"Namita is single".
I immediately telephoned Chaudhary to confirm the news and he said"to hell with that damn girl",I instantly put off my telephone,switched it off,I didn't even wanted to soother my brother who always had have helped me,I even didn't wanted to know the reason of his break up with Namita because I knew I still had in some part of my heart feelings for Namita.I wanted to call Namita immediately but I had switched off my fucking phone and thought otherwise then to call her.I was so fuckingly punched by my fate that even if the grapes weren't sour for the 1st time in life,but still the situation was so damn that bad,I really needed some beers to drink.
Before I call Divyam and Chaudhary for beer,I decided to deactivate my Facebook account for a some time,I called Roma and told her to meet me,I want to talk to her,I am in a very fucking situation,she was horrified too.And then I called Divyam,Chaudhary,Jaiswal ans Kansal to have to my rooms to tell them what the fate has offered me this time.I wish 'THE GRAPES WERE SOUR ONLY',that would have been better.After having three bottles of Kingfisher strong I don't know what all happened.

Chapter-6M-A-L-I-N-I

"hey,roma,how are you!!",I said to roma on facebook chat.
"I am good,where have you been",she asked in joyous.
"so,whats new",I asked
"nothing,you are being talked about in girls hostel these days",she said.
I was joyous to listen that but still I asked,"thank you,but I hope for good reasons only"
"hmm,some good some bad",she wrote.
"OMG,bad too,I can't be bad,whats the matter",I was still cool with the fact that I was being talked about in girls hostel.
"your Facebook status!!!",
"now,whats with my status",in between I tried to scroll my status message and it read
I love her in spectacles,she wears them when she study,I wrote it for Riya(the cutest girl in our class),not that I really love her(I have decided not to love again),but we boys here enjoy writing such messages,so what if we don't have girl friends,we are enjoy like this,and thats not bad,I guess.
"you know,what image girls are talking you about",she said,now I was getting nervous.
"what happened,I wrote a general line from a movie",I was trying to defend me.
"shut up,we all know whom does it concern",she was smart.
"waise,who all talking about me "BAD"",I was curious about every girl talking about me whether good or bad.
"I to even didn't knew it,Malini told me "
"now who is this Malini,taking about me such that",I knew she was her best friend who used to sit with her,but then I was a bond.
"she doesn't said anything about you,she only showed me your fb status and asked me is you are that a 'bad' guy,and you know who she is,don't try to be over smart",now who is this new girl inquiring about my badness.
"then what did you say",I never wanted a bad image on any of the girl in this world.Bollywood says its good to be bad but then I wanted to be Tom Cruise.
"I said you are a very good guy,just that you love to do such things,even I don't know why,yaar waise you are here being talked about as a big flirty guy too,why are you doing such things,I  wont be able to protect you much",Now that is what you call an Oh My God.I mean whats this a new girl comes in picture here and spoils Roma's mind.
"you know Roma, I am not like that!!",I was sure Roma knew me,but still then I was a kamina,I was getting flirty with every girl.I used to enjoy that but then,it was creating a bad image.
"I said what I had to",oh man now my only supporter was also getting irritated.
And then with few more chat lines,my chat and my day ended in a bad note.But now I was considering this new rival of mine Ms Malini who showed Roma my FB status and asked if I was that bad.Now what the fuck,till date I always found girls with love here comes a new girl who is entering my life as a rival.I have seen her before but not that seriously that I could remember her.I now started inquiring about her from my sources biggest of them being my friend Mr.choudhary.
"Choudhary,who's malini",I asked
"she's from Hisar,Roma's very good friend,and looks un-pretty to me",now that information was complete to me,especially if she was un-pretty,then no problem in making her as a rival. 
"what happened,fir se pyaar ho gaya kya??",he laughed
"Fuck you,".,I shut his door,and left,the thing which was occupying me at the moment was only Malini.

The next I woke up early in the morning just to see my rivals face,since the twin section only has two common classes in the morning.I chose a seat close to the so called girls side and asked Divyam to come over there.She(my rival )haven't yet reached.The 1st period went by and she didn't come,yet she was regular every day,but since I was there God has to do something.The second period started and she was still not there,9.25,9.26,9.28,9.30.................
"aye,tu baar baar ghadi kyon dekh raha hai",Divyam asked
"tatti aa rahi hai,chalegi karne",I was getting tensed.
"why are you getting frustrated",Sometimes I really want to kill Divyam but always have to control myself since he was my best,and considering his given body I can never kill him.And then in between suddenly,
"May,I come in sir",said Roma in her monotonic voice,accompanying her a very cute girl,we have a re-shuffling of sections in our final year so I didn't knew all the class mates since it was just 2 weeks.But the girl was really cute I mean I obviously have seen many girls in my 20 years of life,but never found a much cuter.She wore a mustard color kurti and a stereotypical blue jeans,her hairs were properly combed into a bunch,perfectly slim in shape.She was not at all over make-uped or I should say she didn't have done any,she was a natural cutie,she walked to her seat with her notes register in folded hands .Oh my God,some kind of breeze started flowing around my,violins started ringing,I thought Riya was the cutest girl of our class but then I guess the girl I was now looking at was absent in the days around,but I had to come to my senses as I have promised myself not to love a girl again.If grapes are sour,lets not buy them.I then foolishly asked Divyam,
"Divu,who that girl is"   
"M-A-L-I-N-I",he said
At once the breeze stopped flowing,violins broke,and then a hammer struck my head.What the fuck,I mean this can't be true,Choudhary said she was un-pretty,she was my rival,and she is the one who made  violins to ring,she is the one who asked Roma about my badness,and.................then she is the one who is MALINI.
Now was she still a rival,i didn't knew.I instantly send an SMS to Roma
"Is the girl sitting besides you,Malini"
beep,beep,came the reply "haan,ganwar",she used to call me that,but I was not angry and bothered about it right now.I then again typed on my touch-keypad"she is so sweet.",I couldn't control myself.
beep beep-"yes she is!!!",Rome messaged.Now I was totally fucked up,the girl whom I was looking for with some grudges,was that cute that it vanished all my grudges  and  I myself exclaimed "Harsh,why in the world you had to write about any girl on your fb account".I wanted to become a hero but was left there with a big zero.The period got over and Divyam said
"ja,kar le ab tatti"!!

Chapter-5 hahahahahahahaaaaaaa!!!

I was surely in love for the second time but this day would come so early,I never expected.I went to room no.233 of my hostel-thats Mr. Divyam's room.
'I have to buy something',he was watching friends with kansal.
'ke khareedna hai tereko',while watching friends,he is always joyous.
'for,Namita,I am proposing her today!!'
hahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa,kansal and him both laughed in chorus,I couldn't defend.
'what would you buy,a pinkish teddy bear!!hahahahaaa',he was good at teasing any one,and most of the times its  me.
'no just a simple red rose',for two reasons-
1.It looks simple and better.
2.I have learnt from my previous mistakes,not to spend much
're,Harsh ,tension kyon leta hai fir le ate hai',kansal was always helpful and understanding.
So for a ten rupees red rose there went two bikes and three people to purchase it,it is called the power of friendship,waise its also sometimes called as chodhriaps(often we engineers define some terms according to ourselves and this was a term in the honor of my dear friend chodhary).I was missing still Chodhary,he had some work he said.

It was a cloudy day,a pleasant breeze was in the air,I was on one side enjoying the weather but on the other side my heart was pounding hard-I decided to propose Namita finally.I washed my bike(Royal Enfield, surely needs a mention),if she says yes,I had to take her to restaurant owned by Divyam's masi where he has done all the preparations for me,he was a darling.It is said that red is the color of love,but red colored shirt,I think would look some odd,so I wore a Provogue pink color shirt for the BIG event.It was actually complementing my red bike and my red rose for her.
But the question was-Was she for me?
I was about to get the answer in one hour.I called her.
'Namita,are you free',was it safe to ask her like that,but I relied on our friendship which had grown strong.
'y-e-a-h,Harsh,something serious',girls are so anti-fun.
'na yara,just wanted your Transmission notes,can you come to NIT market',
'I am here only Harsh,and I hav not much time left with my hostel timings to get there and come back again',oh!,no,I was going to loose a train.
'chal chhod,I coming there,I will take it tomorrow',I was not to loose the opportunity.
All the best Harsh,I asked myself.The good thing was all my friends were escorting  me to the market,but hold on where was Chodhary,were the fuck he has gone at this important moment.
'Divyam just call him'.
'switched off'.don't worry,she would surely say yes,you are smart,good and innocent,don't worry,Chodhary ke bina hi chalte hai',he said and I had to agree I wasn't left with much of the time.
drin,drin,drin.................................,I kick started my bike.
Divyam was not to speak all the route,we reached the NIT market I parked my bike,checked my hair in the rear view mirror,the stage was set,I was smelling good(thank you Axe).
My pink shirt was complementing my fair color,I was actually looking handsome.There she was,in grey color top remarking 'cool' on the front and blue jeans,her hairs were nicely tied in a ribbon,she was looking damn pretty as always(muahhhhhh).If I was the CEO of Ponds I would have casted her in the googli-woogli -woosh advertisement.My God she was too cute.

'all the best hero!!',said both Kansal and Divu,nodding in acceptance ,I moved on.
Each of my step was beating me harder and harder.For the first time Newtons third law of motion,that is,for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction,was proving wrong because every step of mine was hitting me with a much harder force.I reached there passed a smile to her,and then
'hi!!,nihayti khubsoorat lag rahi hai aaj tu',I said her.
'hehehee,thanx,you hav come to buy somthing?',she aked
'is zamane ka dastoor main tujhko samjha nahi sakta,bik gaya jo wo khareedar ho nahi sakta!!',urdu have always been a romantic language.Harsh now just come to the point.I stood up bent on my knees,....
'Namita,I love you',now I was expecting either a kiss on my left cheek or a slap on my right cheek,but there happened something else,from nowhere came Chodhary,and said
'Namita is my new girlfriend Harsh,she is your bhabhi now',holding her in arms to show his possession
The whole market was in a laugh including Divyam and kansal
'Sorry Harsh,but I love him',poked Namita.
I was speechless.The crowd was going mad that what was it,why it always happens to me.Grapes have always been sour to me,but this time they were just sourest of all times.I tried to come up but couldn't.I then stood up,hugged Chodhary congratulated him,and then give the rose(which was dead for me)to Namita only.
I then quietly left the market with Divyam and Kansal leaving there the new love birds.I was for the first time not happy with the happiness of  my friend.I deserved now a Guinness World Record Award,for having tasted the sourest grapes of all time.We reached hostel,and without saying anything to Divu and kansal,I moved towards my room,and went to bed,without knowing when I would wake up,will there be any morning for me or not.